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Sunday, January 4, 2009
2:13 AM
Irony.Let the countdown begin.1) 5th Jan- Beloved Que's birthday.2) 13th Jan- MY BIRTHDAY [bolded with a purpose(:], Alif's birthday and Ahmad's birthday AND Midah's dad birthday [weird to mention right? haha.]3) 21th Jan- Mish's birthday.Okay wait. Is that the right way to spell birthday? I guess I'm having one of those strange feelings where when you stare at a word too long, it doesn't seem to have a meaning to it. You feel me?Anyways, I did not fair as I expected for the recent CAs. Although I put so much effort in studying and understanding, I fail to receive what I should have earned. To make myself feel better, I always remind myself that it is just one of those days. You know, the ones where you work so hard and don't get so much out of it? I hope it's not happening in the exams. I promise to work my ass off for that.Turning 19 has no actual meaning, does it? I mean, you're no longer 18, like the first step to freedom, and then you're not even 20, which the least signifies an end to your teenage life. You're not here, neither are you there. You're not anywhere, cause there is no significance to the age or the number. Tell me I'm crazy, please. It's not something to be worry about, right?Money is tied up everywhere now except being tied down in my hands. Pushing my shopping list away for now. No looking at the list till everything is settled ok?
Is it me, or is time taking off without me? It always takes forever for a week to end but a blink of an eye for a year to pass. Ironic.
