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Friday, April 9, 2010
12:40 AM
I could really use somebody.I'm really running out of ideas to blog now. Blame it on the fact that I don't have a camera to take pictures when I'm out. SUCKS BIG TIME. AND YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE POSTS WITH PICTURES! So irritating. Thanks to myself for losing a good camera phone. And too bad I can't bring out daddy's DSLR.So, life is pretty normal up to this point. Didn't break any leg or arm, no major eye issues (had a lot of those last time), no interesting events recently attended. Really, my life now revolves around going to work on Mondays, Fridays and Saturdays for 3 hours at most each time and eating and slacking and praying that I have enough money every now and then the rest of the time. I need a job. I know, I have been saying a lot of that lately. But it's not as if I didn't try. I applied everywhere! Maybe, I just don't persevere enough. Even though what I'm earning is decent and enough to keep me sane each month, I still feel like I'm deprieved of cash. I think it's Thailand. It's pushing me to the point where I have to really scrimp. Oh wells, I'm just hoping it's worth the pain.Anyways, I found out that I lost weight! (No, not a reference to the previous post. My weighing scale DID spoil.) I realised that I weigh much lesser now than I did in previous months? My weight back then was 55 kg (I'M SO NOT PAISEH TO REVEAL THAT). Now, I weigh 51 kg-ish? I lost like 4 kg and I have no idea how I lost all that weight (especially since I feel like I'm gaining more pounds than ever now! So ironic.) But yeah, I did lose some. And I'm quite happy. Seriously, heed this advice. YOU SHOULD NEVER EXERCISE! NEVER! Cause when I do work out, there is no result! And when I'm dormant, I lose them.I'm currently under a lot of stress. As mentioned earlier, I'm broke and jobless. To add on to it, my tutees and Iqah are having exams soon, and I'm under a hell lot of pressure to make sure they produce results. Private tuition is worse cause the father's like constantly reminding me to 'try my best in tutoring his daughter so that she can do well'. And as for Iqah, it's just genuine concern and worry on my side. She is sitting for her PSLE this year and I'm just praying she'll get better in time for that. God, help me on this.On to the bright side. This Saturday is going to be a fulfilling and fun one for me! *Excited* Will be going out with Mish to have a seafood feast and then to town for the usuals. Later on at night, we'll be having a Movie Marathon session at WR's place with the loved ones. And I can SO SMELL SIMPANG FROM THERE! Promise to post pictures on my next entry. I'm getting Mish to find a camera so that we can use it when we're out this Saturday.Going further in the bright side, I have my new clothes to cheer me up! (: Plus good books to read on the days I'm not working.And oh! In case you're wondering, I am going back to school. I'm not ready to face the working world just yet. I'm taking up ACCA. It's a really tough road to take, but I'm hoping bf and I would make it through. We'll help each other out okay sweetie? You help me on the complicated ones, and I'll help you on the brainless ones. Hehe. We'll work hard to be somebody, someday.Okay you know what? I just realised that I have contradicted myself. (Read first line in first paragraph).Oh gosh, this is a longgggggggggg post. I'm sorry! Goodnight people!
