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Tuesday, August 17, 2010
11:06 PM
Cause everybody knows, what nobody really knows.
Been very consistent in exercising the past 2 months, doing 100 crunches each night in hope of attaining the perfect, flat tummy. BUT this consistency fell short 4 days ago, when I decided to choose sleep over desire, and now, I'm back to growing that huge bulge. Yes, apparently when you stop doing it for a short period, it gets worse. And no, I'm not exaggerating when I say that I DID have flatter tummy during the 2 months I worked out. AAHH. Note to self: NEVER EVER EVER STOP EXERCISING, NOT EVEN FOR ONE FREAKING DAY. YOU NEED TO GET FLAT TUMMY BY END OF THIS YEAR.
I don't know if its just me, but do you get this thing sometimes, where you don't like what you see in the mirror? I think I may have some serious issues with myself. At times, I can be sooooo proud and happy and confident with the way I look, but other times, I just feel like I look like shit. It is very unfortunate that I fit in the extreme ends of a self-esteem range. Now, I seriously feel like I'm at my lowest. Probably at a new high lowest, if you get what I mean.
And oh, why is it taking so long for my hair to grow? It's been about a year since I got my hair cut, and at the speed its growing, I think I can just die looking at other peoples' long, thick and luscious mane.
Me want hair like zisssss. Long, dark, tousled and with bangs.
